I finally got to talk to Marcus yesterday!!! He sounded really good, we spent a lot of time talking about how things are going to be when he gets back, how soon he will be home, and new things the twins are doing. He has internet in his office now, so we can email some. That makes me feel good! 20ish weeks left

I had my first day of physical therapy today, thaaat was painful. I had to do a lot of stretching, and they did some electrode thing on my back... that felt good, however, after all of the stretching I was/still am in a lot of pain... ugghhhhh, I hope this therapy works! I want to be able to wake up in the morning without pain, I want to be able to play with my kids, I want to be able to do everyday housework without being in agonizing pain. I just want to be "normal".

Hope everyone else is doing well!!!!

Today was a "damage control" day. I wasn't feeling too good with my back today, so everything seemed to be one step forward and two back....

For the last couple of weeks I can't get Marcus out of my mind for more than 20 mins at a time... I'm completely obsessed with the thoughts of him coming home, and everything I want to get done before he gets home. I haven't talked to him since I last posted, so I'm just waiting patiently until we get to talk to each other again. 

Also, (Warning, may be TMI) , for the last 4 nights I have had sex dreams (of course with Marcus & I in them). The dreams are absolutely amazing.. we are both like all into it, its hot steamy passionate sex, and neither of us are holding back.... *hem, hem* yes... very enjoyable dreams.... hoping I have another one tonight, lol.

The diet is going well although I gained quite a bit of weight due to the Prednisone I had to take for my back spasms... trying to get that weight off as quick as possible... I really want to see how much weight I can lose in the next 5 months before Marcus gets home!!! Motivation is key, and I always have to put more effort into the motivation aspect than the diet itself, lol. From now on I'm going to be posting stats for the motivation... obviously I don't want you guys to see me getting fatter, lol... thats going to give me even more motivation to work hard.

So here it goes, to give you guys an idea, I'm 5"4'

and I'm 187 as of this morning (ouch... that kinda hurt)

Well, my insomnia has consumed enough of my early morning now... so I'm off to bed.

HAPPY EASTER LADIES!!!!